I Don’t Like What You’re Doing To Yourself.

Now when I see something as small as your name,

On someone’s cell phone

On trivial things like Facebook.

I get that feeling in my stomach

Not the butterflies from before,

But that nervous wrenching only you can cause

The one that points out to me every insecurity within myself

The one that brings me down like nothing else can, like no one else can

That same feeling, that reminds me of the darker side of loving someone

I try to hold on, and deal with its lingering as I always do

But it’s that same feeling that makes me want to let go

So

So

Much.

@2 years ago

The Stream

There you are

Always, always leading.

& I am always, always following.

I let you in,

My greatest mistake.

Now here you are

Seeping,

Flowing,

Like a stream

That runs

Right through my entire being.

@2 years ago